It is just a part of the lyrics of the song titled Bluer Than Blue by Michael Johnson. I don’t feel like singing the song nor listening to it this very moment. But literally feeling and suffering from it now.
It is actually more than two months now that I am feeling emotionally down. And as what the song and the lyric means, bluer than blue, being deeply and intensely depressed. Yes! That is what I am struggling until now.
One might see me going somewhere — smiling and happy but that is only a coping mechanism as what our teacher in Psychiatry taught us about patients suffering from depression. Of course, I don’t want my life to get crippled by these devastating environment I have, so I am trying to fight for this by merely accepting and learning from these experiences I am having now. These are the only thing I am pretty sure very helpful for me.
But I only have one question, until when will these things get over?